There’s nothing more I’d wish for than for my mum to be back just for one day. Most people wrote these posts and don’t have any meaning behind them, but today I’m generally having the worst day and all I want is my mum to listen to my moaning and put me in my place. No one will ever understand neither will they take her place. I’m usually so good at keeping my emotions in, but tonight, fuck it.
I guess it was my fault, I was stupid for ever thinking that you actually cared. You’re far too attractive and mainstream for someone as complicated and messed up as me. It was my mistake for ever thinking someone could drill into your thick head and prove you wrong. MY FAULT.
I’ll always have a soft spot for you, but you threw me away.